A young woman stands knee deep, semi nude, in the muck of flooding water. Rain pours around her, yet she stares in a blank, disassociative state. Scratching at her skin, biting her nails? Or sucking her thumb? She glares at nothing whilst the water around her rises. What was she doing? When was the last time she slept? Everything hurts, body and mind. How did she get this way? Fragments of her past seem to be floating by her in the flood water. An old television set with her favourite cartoon - seems different though? a teddy bear that seems familiar but isn’t, food that once made her happy, a childhood pet swims by. What was she doing? A vibrant pink starfish latches itself to her leg, embodying the ability of regeneration, strength, resilience, guidance, and protection - or lack there of in her case, triggering only sombre memories and past regrets. “What was I doing? I forgot. Did I remember this right? I feel like I’ve done this before? But it seems wrong somehow? What was I doing again? Guess if I forgot it doesn’t matter...”